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Dearest You

by NekRock

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Banished and forgotten, Shunned and despised, Showing no concern for Tears I may have cried. Valued as worthless, Sent into an exile, Until the moment I witnessed that smile. Amidst the hate, Caught in a strife, Since that moment Warmth has filled my life. All the courage that it took To come back here, Will you ever stop Taking things away from me? Keep on your worthless chatter, Hypocrites night and day, How can you love this world, When my world's gone away? Banished and forgotten, Shunned and despised, Showing no concern for Tears he may have cried. Smile that I witnessed Gone like a dream, My weary heart cries out A belligerent scream. Keep on your worthless chatter, Hypocrites night and day, How can you love this world, When my world's gone away?
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Hojo Satoshi 05:05
I have to keep on smiling, Have to keep going strong. The answer still eludes me, What may I have done wrong? There's fun and laughter, There're people by my side, Yet still I feel as if My heart had always lied. How long can this go on? How long until it stops? What will it take to break, Split in a million drops? Another morning, Another night, It's just as always, Eyes filled with fright. Running, pushing, falling, fear. No more tainting what is dear. Swinging, crushing, splitting, pain. No, I have not gone insane. Gone in the night, Torn from the core, No one is there To hurt us anymore. Smiles will be back, Laughter and joy, Hope for tomorrow Cannot be destroyed. But why does this continue? Why does this go on? The answer still eludes me, What may I have done wrong? The time is running low, I have to come back, Unless the world I wished for Becomes a total wrack. Shattered, broken, ruined, burned, All the things that I have yearned. Who, how, when, what for, Why is my world nevermore?
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So let me don the horrid mask, Of all that you have feared. Let me be the ruthless judge, That all of you revered. Welcome to the waltz of insanity, Inhumanity. Amidst broken limbs I shall dance In a puddle of blood. So tell me, how does it feel To have the tables turned on you? What now, that won't bring him back? Well, at least I'll see this through. Welcome to the waltz of insanity, Inhumanity. Amidst broken dreams I shall dance In the sparkling flames.
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Shall I feel regret For what I have done? Can you please Give me an answer? I seem to be lost Without you with me, Overtaken by All the anger inside. If you were here, Right next to my side, What would you say Once you saw my face? Is it a smile Or is it something else? Please, don't say anything. I already know. I must have slipped somewhere In my confusion. But please, don't tell me You were but an illusion. It must have been hard, Now I know how you felt. Let me assure you That it wasn't your fault. The screams of two hearts, Tormented by pain, Fell on deaf ears, Cried out in vain. If there is a way To fix the mistakes, To bring back the warmth, To bring back the smile, To bring back the joy, To bring back the laugh, Then it must be Somewhere we can find. I know I lost myself In my delusion. But there must be a way Out of this conclusion. Out of the darkness, I've fallen through. My guide, my moonlight, My dearest you
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Dearest You 11:18
Once I thought that I'll always be with you, Once I wished that I'll always call for you, Once I thought that you're always by my side, Once I wished for my actions to be right. Now I have the strength you gave to me, Now I hold the hope you left to me, Now I see that the sea is always blue, Now I know what I should have said to you. I hope that Whenever We'll see each other once more that I'll say it Just one time Sincerely Thank you Whenever that moment comes that we're alone, Whenever I once again see your smile, Whenever I once again feel your warmth, I'll say it Forever I'll always Love you あなたは今どこで何をしていますか? この空の続く場所にいますか? いつものように笑顔でいてくれますか? 今はただそれを願い続ける…

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First full length album of 2020. Enjoy.

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released March 30, 2020

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