When I get lost within my world
Stuck in a deep contemplation
My feelings are in disarray
Unable to find satisfaction
I take a brush and bring it to the canvas
Just what emotions should I paint
Some colors have a bright beginning
One day they slowly fade away
Deep seated yearning for something new
Takes hold and brings my hands to move
Atop the painting that has withered
A bright new picture shall take place
A flash of inspiration that I’ve been waiting for
Express emotions brighter, to make them crystal clear
[Act II]
Instrumental
[Act III]
Oh look, so fucking brutal
So stupid, yet so fun
But was it really worth it
The trouble in the end
Stuck on the fucking bottom
Of obscure abstract niche
Distorted, twisted, awkward
Unable to reach
But seriously,
What the fuck did you except
For them to comprehend
Your own stupid joke
That little grand plan
Never fucking worked, huh
Might listen once then
Never touch again
Isn’t this what you wanted?
Isn’t this what you asked for?
Not quite there yet, but it’s good like that
Yes, it was fun
Yes, they heard it
Yes, they liked it
Yes, they forgot
Tear the canvas and let it burn
Free your mind and start anew
[Act IV]
Now let us start the closing act
So many years have passed, without me understanding
That what I lacked lied within the ashes of former tools
I’ll keep doing what I love
Despite some disagreeing
As my passion undying
Takes upon a whole new form
When I look back I see that not all that time was wasted
Among the shards of the past is the strength to move onwards
I’ll keep doing what I love
Despite some disagreeing
This is the final act
Of my new beginning
Never again shall I fall victim to the mistakes of my own past
From now onwards I shall commit to things I truly love
So let us discover a new path in this life
My Shining Song Starnova
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